sadness

I supposed to be very happy today, seemed like today is my birthday. However, I was not able to feel that feeling. In the morning, my mum gave me a card made from papan. I was quite touching and sad when I was reading it. I did not know why suddenly I crying. I started to cry and cry and cry. My face at that time looked so ugly. By the time I arrived school, I joined sitting with Marjani and Aqilah. The sad thing is none of them wished me a happy birthday. But, actually I did not care so much about it. So, to avoid from crying in front of them, I quickly walked away from them. I sat alone at dataran sinar. Thinking about many matters which had complicated my mind.

I was moody for the whole school day today. I did not wait for Aina after school today. I was not in a good mood at that time. I’m sorry Aina, if I made you angry and hate at me. When I think about this right now, I realize that I’m quite petingkan diri sendiri. I knew that u did not sleep at that bus just now, you were crying right!! I could see your red eyes. I did not mean to do that. If I was wrong, I’m SORRY!!!!

I think this year,my birthday was a sad day and was quite dull. Just now, my first brother was mad at me. I did not know why he likes to mad and angry at me. I didn’t do anything wrong and bad at him.