urmm

i'm at skewl right now. having a bad day todie..
urrm..not at a good mood..feel so lonely!!! sadly!!!frustly..aahaha..
i can't update my blig b'coz the storm had shot my phone's line

bootut...

urrm..
ahaha...i'm so full right now!!!..burrghh!!!alhamdullilah..hihh...urrmm.i don't know wut to say la..ahahaa

forget..

During assembly, aina and I always laughing je!!!..ahaha. Then,during rehearsal laughing again ahaha. Bio sikit la. Ahah... That’s all.

thinking....

Today, my bm’s group won the second place for the bm powerpoint competition. I’ve got a certificate. Yahoo…urrmm..then my class again won for the cleanest class. Hihi...Ik1...Don’t be jealous ok…ahaha…that’s our luck ok.ahaha…for the reward, each of us got the pizza hut’s Boucher. Awesome. Besides that, I’ve got the anugerah kehadiran cemerlang 2006. I sangka beb..ahaha…
Thats all for today... I want to go to stdy now!!..chow chin chow!!!!!!!!!muaxxx….

boycott

urrm...
i'm chatting with sj. right now. guess wut??
he ask me about this question

• ey,so apa citer.
• sapa yg boycott aku??

he knows about the story in my class.about pn. sabarita told the whole class regarding sj's condition. who told to sj about this??? that person might be closed to him.urmmm...

sabalebalo!!!

yoyo!!!i'm a hensem girl...

just now, i had my english tuition!!!urrm..at night, i've got my addmath's tuition..ahaha...such a bunch of tuition. after diz i'm going to do my history hw. then go study.then do hw.then stdy..ahaha..

mission...

• wanted to learn bolero
• how many bogus hair does era fazira has??
• am i fall in love with him??
• am i able to finish all my hw??
• am i good enough for tut??
• am i hensem enough??

ahaha... dah sewel dah..

by da way, i'm still waiting for sarjie to come to skewl.poor him.

yoyoyo!!!

oh yeah...
just now hazwa had called me. she had told me a little bit about kera which hazwa does not know who is kera is .i think all the things that disturbed me b4 just missunderstand kot. ahaha..i dunnot know la!!!!!

i am waiting for ayna nie..mner dier???
ahahah

today

at skewl...

it's the time for our group to present about latar. while i was presenting the latar in front, i had glanced at kera. omg, her face was like scary man!!!. she did not smile at all. masam bak cuka !!!!...
poyo arh!!!

then, si siput lak, she was like also masam!!!...
why eh????they mcm x puas ati tau!!!!

in the bus...

aina said that si kera tu had told her fwens about sarjie's conditions.. x baek la..just keep it secret la..ish3

urrm...then, nazneen had gone home.while she was walking towards the bus's door, she said to aina dat she wanted to talk sumting. i heard it. i wanted to know wut is it about..does it has anything about me???or not??

yesterday!!!all my trouble seems so far away!!!

yesterday...

full of the word why????
time bio...

time bio...without conscious, i had said to ikan this word "ask teacher arh".my fwens said to me dat ikan seemed like mad and she made an angry's expressions

after recess

ikan looked at me with no expression.she seemed like mad at me b'coz of my behaved before. i actually did not meant to treat her like dat. it comes out consciously.

during chemistry

my fwens and i sat at maryam's placed. we were enjoying our conversation there. then, laura came at me and i had a few conversation with her. while we were busy talking, i realized that,there was sumting different about ikan and her geng's attitude. they started to look at us. lets we imagine this..i just sang a song,a doubt song, then si siput stared at me and buat muka..and then she was like talking about me with her fwens.ok..wut if i was wrong??? upon of my view, when people wanted to say some bad things about other people, they need to watch dat person first with hatred,then they could managed to say it out.

i did not do anything wrong. i just sang a song. why should you do some like dat??for wut reason??? i think i never hurt urself.if you x puas ati with me..just speak it OUT!!!!

si kera tu pula...eeee...geram nyer..poyo arh dier tuh!!!

i think it's better for me to let go my unsatisfied feeling here...

fuh...now my sad's feeling kind of like had released.

sunday,april 08, 6:28 p.m

bout yesterday 07 april

• came back from camping at 12.30 p.m
• I am so tired..drawn..haggard..jaded!!!
• at home..straightly jump on the bed..and boomm!!!..sleeping...
• woke up then..
• aduh!!!..my bones were hurting...."lenguh"...

friday,6 april,

3.00-6.00 p.m

• built up the tents..
• made gadgets..
• made a main door..
• asar prayer which been conducted by afiq alias

7.00-9.00 p.m

• maghrib prayer (conducted by afiq alias)
• tazkirah (but not actually tazkirah..we had singing nasyid song)
• ready for isyak (conducted by hakim)

9.00-12.00 a.m

• puisi competition
• sadly ..najwa and i could not receit our poem together..coz teacher would deducted our mark
• treasure hunt
• tired running
• I did an abseiling!!...while I was pushing the back rope with my right hand, my left hand had stuck between the rope and the wall..it was hurting..and there was a small injuried on my palm
• it was interesting..
• that was my 1st time abseiling!!..hihih..thnks to emy coz gave me a chance to do it!!!
• that treasure hunt was not really hard..hihi
• the hard one was the time to catapult the empty tin..we need to catapult it down two.
• only emy could catapult it..well done emy!!!!
• we got number 17...ok la..

1.00 p.m

• it's the time for everyone to sleep!!!

saturday,07 april

5.00 a.m

• took my bath
• ready for subuh prayer
• other girls were sleeping..while waiting for the azan...
• everyone were tired...
• hani and i were leaned on the branch in front of the boy's ablutions room

7.00a.m

• having our breakfast ( fried noodles with nescafe)
• prepared for the opening ceremony
• cooking competion

penat nak tulis dah!!!!

thursday april 5, 4.11 p.m

urghh...
today....
kind of like a BAD DAY!!! for me.. full of hatred..urgh...hate the word hatred..

starting...
thank GOD i'm woke up early diz morning.. bus arrived in time..if not my mum will chatter at me...
arrived at skewl early...a few minutes later, nazneen arrived ...unfortunately she forgot to bring her spec.

after assembly..
i need to wait at dataran sinar for the puteri islam's meeting..(bout camping)
wait together with my friends
everything was like normal..at first
urm..then..
i went to toilet to change my t-shirt...

in the toilet....
there were two girls in that toilet ...
both of them were changing their shirt in the "latrine"...
i wanted to do so..but others "latrine" were smelly and wet...so i can't changed!!!
so...i said loudly to one of the girls in the "latrine"

kila : ey..are u done???
Z : not yet!!!..
kila : faster la!!! i wanted to change to!!!

then, Z had a conversation with her friends who was changing a t-shirt also in the latrine which was beside Z's latrine.

Z : ey...are u done??
X : not yet...
kila : ey Z...are u done!!!???i'm waiting!!!
Z : hehe....not yet la..ey..X..we out from this latrine together ek..ahaha...pity (kila)
kila : urghh...??

urghh..both of them were laughing.. ignoring my need!!!blah3..i'm just wasting my time waiting for Z to give me a chance to change my shirt.but Z seems like ignoring it!!!!
i'm so upset...angry and fustrated about it..
she's like a jiggle girl to me..!!!!
i can't stand with her attitude..i know that no once perfect in this world ...but at least...plz la... learn how to take care of others feeling!!!!urghh!!!!!

MY GOD BLESS YOU!!!!