ahaha

gjan giler...gjan seoranghbudak yg jahat. dier tolak kerusi dekat kita. pastu dier gelak...
mcm nie ..(haha)...pastu senyum..nampak gigi dier.

reveal

Today was my school open day. As usual, my mother will come to sign my school report card. She wore a long chocolate shirt with a cream pant. I thought she might wear a baju kurung. Hehe. Marjani,Aqilah, and Aina were standing besides my mum. Ahaha. They might be bored sitting in the class doing nothing. I wanted to know what exactly Ain’s mother had said towards Pn. Sabarita regarding Ain’s attitude. Did she blame Pn. Sabarita for not take any initiative to separate Ain from her friends? Urrm.

My mother was not so happy about my result. Of course la. My results were so bad. I didn’t get straight A1 for my mid year exam. I need to struggle for my SPM and be more studios than before. I need to change myself. Wake up early in the morning. Decrease my sleeping time. Avoid from eating junk foods and eating at night. Pay more attention in class. The most important thing is not to skip praying.

I will do the BEST for my SPM!!!!

sadness

I supposed to be very happy today, seemed like today is my birthday. However, I was not able to feel that feeling. In the morning, my mum gave me a card made from papan. I was quite touching and sad when I was reading it. I did not know why suddenly I crying. I started to cry and cry and cry. My face at that time looked so ugly. By the time I arrived school, I joined sitting with Marjani and Aqilah. The sad thing is none of them wished me a happy birthday. But, actually I did not care so much about it. So, to avoid from crying in front of them, I quickly walked away from them. I sat alone at dataran sinar. Thinking about many matters which had complicated my mind.

I was moody for the whole school day today. I did not wait for Aina after school today. I was not in a good mood at that time. I’m sorry Aina, if I made you angry and hate at me. When I think about this right now, I realize that I’m quite petingkan diri sendiri. I knew that u did not sleep at that bus just now, you were crying right!! I could see your red eyes. I did not mean to do that. If I was wrong, I’m SORRY!!!!

I think this year,my birthday was a sad day and was quite dull. Just now, my first brother was mad at me. I did not know why he likes to mad and angry at me. I didn’t do anything wrong and bad at him.